here i am blogging after two and a half months of not blogging.
so Lilian is being a fucking bitch so i wont try to kiss and make up.
fuck, like that will ever happen.
since no one's reading my blog i can just curse all i want.
but if you out there who's come upon my blog by chance, i'll appreciate it if you 'll just shut about what you have seen.
if you want to cause trouble for me then what can i do to stop you? i've never done anything to whoever you are who's like so evil as to hurt someone you dont even know.
been doing a lot of exam papers lately, like fucking hell a lot lah.
so if you are my friend and you've seen the fucking comments posted by the fucking bitch called Lilian, you'll know why i'm bloody pissed.
i am trying to get help for you and you fucking dont want it. fine lah. just say no, dont have to get so worked up and fuck in my face like that right?
fine i'm a loser. at least i'm not a sore one. bloody idiot so clever lah. fuck lah.
shouldn't be swearing but i can't fucking help it lah. it's fucking annoying.
like you don't get repaid or even appreciated for the good that you are trying to do.

with all the madness that's going on, i got one thing on my mind. i don't know if it is true but i think it's all i have to get me through this fucking shit and all the fucking stress and what shit. ya i'm very vulgar nowadays. the once cheerful and swear-free shina is gone for now lah.... but what the fuck does that Lilian have against me? it's not like i flushed her head down the toilet or humiliate her or fuck in her face on her fucking friendster right? i mean if you wanna fucking ignore me and pretend that i don't exist than just fucking ignore everything that i do lah... bloody bitch....